Cinderella Man...a Must see.

Today was off the chaiiiinnnn. And next Saturday..is gonna be MORE off the chaiiin. Oh god. I needa take a chill pill and lie down cuz i'm Exhausted.

PS. Ma bff annie is comin to DC wit me este verano!! y tambien mi novio. imma miss my other bff who's off to Panama. Well B4 that....theres a  NONSTOP PARTYYYY COMIN MY WAYY. WhoOpWHOOP!

Oh boy.  Life's been....well life's been life.  Tryna work on studyin 4 the SAT IIs. What a blast (<--example of deep deep sarcasm lol if u couldn't tell).

Ok lets cut out the fruity tootie shit and get down to what i've been meaning to say. Not that i ever say meaningful stuff on Xanga, but i think this one is worth it because its been a reoccuring thing in my life.

Trust has been an issue thats been on my mind lately. I learned that I have to trust people in order to consider them my friends. And generally, i trust people, tell them the deepest secrets of my heart, and take them to be my genuinely good friends.  However, i've noticed that its backfired on me. A lot. Lets create a hypothetical situational character named Bob.  Ok. Bob was my friend and i trusted him. Completely. I knew he would never do anything that would harm my welfare. But DID i really know? Aha. Bob DID hurt me. And i guess thats why I don't trust Bob anymore. I dont trust anyone because those that you trust, bite you right back in the ass. When you think "These are the only people i'd DIE for" they do shit that was completely unexpected. So you know what my outlook on TRUSTING and all of that good shit is? Fuck it. I ain't trusting NOBODY but my family and God himself. 

Peace.

Thirty something more days till school is DONE. Thank God. Phew.

*Edit 5/3/05

Today is my favorite person in the whole wide world's b-day...guess who? had enough? Ariigh its MARTEEN! Happy Birfday Marteeeeeen! I  u mann. im still gon get u one NO MATTER what you say. lol 

Tomorrow is my other favorite person in the whole wide world's b-day. That would hafta be the one and only Ms. Su. Annie Su, my best friend. Happy   Birthday Annie, I love you like a fat kid luv cake lol. Happy Birthday.

Happy birthday to two of the most loved peoplez of mi vida.

-M

FOUR more days till my b-day!!

Hey guys. Its mee once again. I'm back. Phew its been a while since I updated. And ummm....lets see what's new in my life. My new schedule isn't bad. Only drag: Spanish 08 with Pauk. I can't stand that woman. Psycho bitch. I heard she was a model...before she turned into the Witch from Snow White. Oh well, i guess i'll hafta deal rite?

 Um...I have a new song! I had this song on my iPod for YEARS (ok well months), and yesterday I was sitting on the bus just jammin out to songs on the "international music" section of my iPod I really fell in love with this song. I was like "Wow....Selena man....she was truly talented." The song title is "Fotos y Recuerdos" and I guess, Pauk's spanish teaching method (which basically is terrorization) works cuz I actually understood what the whole song was about. Well...I hope yall listen and enjoy. Gimme feedback on the song. Is it just me or do you get lost in the beauuuutiful chords of the electric guitar?

-M